Sunday, October 10, 2010

Stop the blame game please, MELAYU wake up.

,,,its not just about capitalist sytem etc etc and its flaws but i guess there is more to it.

,,,the basic feudalism of malay society is what needs addressing by the existing leadership i.e. the elite political putrarajas since they have kind of robbed that role from the malay sultan rajas.
...If the value system and ethical code needs changing then either these political leaders lead or its up to new leadership like the likes of you and many others to show the way by good examples.
,,, Such in a feudal society of ours, leadership plays indeed a BIG role. Its also about time that the islamic faith be properly interpreted to our malay brothers/sisters without fear or favor. Islam don't just belongs to the malays in this country too.
...Most unfortunately the present malay society indeed needs therapeutic diagnosis and assistence, such is the desperate situation in which most present malays find themselves but there is no one to turn too readily. So very unfortunately, they can easily be taken advantage of and dominated by dirty politicians and the likes.
,,,In actual fact, all of MALAYSIAN inter-racial society needs such a review, in the attempt to pinpoint our basic faults that must be corrected or adjusted to help progress forward for a better nation.
,,,In a nut shell, we just need high quality matured leadership with high morality and sincerity to lead us. Its not a MALAY problem but a MALAYSIAN subject issue to be REVIEWED honestly with the RIGHT POLITICAL WILL.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Transformation of our Malaysian Mindset.

...We Malaysian must all grow up and not be constrained by such talks on being
"conservative or liberal" plus by which political parties or side of the coin, worse still having bloody "RACE" to determine the Nation's policy, Education policy and whatsoever rubbish our darm politicians will vomit out !...lets grow out of this stupidity together.

...Don’t let the existing self centred politicians TALK DOWN to you all. Don’t let them tell us how bloody fortunate we are, that you/me/us are the future of the nation, etc. If you close-up your independent mindset and flow with their flattery you have unfortunately unknownly joined their gravy train, a rusty vehicle taking the nation down a dark sink hole. If they ever tell you the future is in your hands kindly request that they bloody hand across that future over first. Ask them how come the youngest member of our cabinet is way past 45 years old and is full of pea brains ?
...Mind you, in our early Tunku's Merdeka cabinet period, the average age was below thirty. YES indeed, the present groups of Malaysian is not the only generation to be bright. Mine too, during my days wasn’t too bloody stupid either yaa. But indeed the present Malaysian tak kira umur (regardless of age)could after the last fifty odd years to push this nation through a major transformation.
...And it is a TRANSFORMATION we need real desperate, and am not kidding here. The TIME is RIGHT for it.

...You/me/us will be told that much is expected of us Malaysian, much has been given to and so forth plus we must be FOREVER BLOODY greatful. This is all true kind of somehow fortunately or unfortunately. Actually much has also been stolen from all of us !!!!. Over the last twenty five years, much of the hard earned wealth generated by our productive people and our vast resources has been looted. This was supposed to have been ours to benefit for our children's future. The uncomplicated sense of belonging fully, wholeheartedly, unreservedly, to this country, in all it diversity, that has been taken from us. Our sense of ourselves as Malaysians, a free and united people, has been replaced by a tale of racial strife and crazy stupid resentment that continues to haunt us. The truth is, this tale is false and fabricated by them connish foxy racist politicians.

...The most precious thing our present generation have been deprived of has been our history. Being someone of the older generation, i still find it hard to describe what must seem like a completely different country to you now.
...Our beautiful Malaysia was not born in strife but in UNITY. Our independence was achieved through a collective demonstration of unity by the people in supporting a multiracial government led by late Tengku Abdul Rahman. That show of unity, demonstrated first through the municipal elections of 1952 and then through the Alliance’s landslide victory in the elections of 1955, showed that the people of Malaya were united in wanting their freedom. We bloody did totally surprised the British colonial masters, who thought we could not achieve this unity. UNITED we stand together and we sure bloody did it.

...UNFORTUNATELY, today we somehow no longer stand as totally united as we were then in the late fifties. We are also kind of less free too nowadays. Is this a bloody coincidence ?.
...Man, it only takes free spirited people to have the psychological strength to overcome the confines of a racialised mindset and over-view. It only takes free people to overcome those corrupted politicians, bent on hanging on to power gained by racializing every feature of our simple basic lifestyle including our critical econonic/education policies.
...Geeee !!!! fellow MALAYSIAN, PLEASE WAKE-UP lah and fight on as an matured individual for your freedom and our collective rights as true Malaysian.

...Am I asking too much here ?. OUR FREEDOM to be a true breed Malaysian together !.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Just being meself last night....reborn again eerrmm.

...Guess it was some hours before dawn I woke up to find myself already in motion, pushing back the blanket from a semi sitting position, and then rising to my feet. Not too clear to myself when exactly i became conscious, nor does it seem relevant.
I stand across the bed naked - i sleep naked as always for the pleasurable sensation. The wrist watch shows three fifty and i have no idea what am doing out of bed; i don't need to relieve myself, nor was i disturbed by a dream or anything that happened on the day before, or any event of the world. It's as if, standing there naked in the darkness, i materialised out of nothing, fully developed or formed, unencumbered.
...I don't feel tired, despite the sweaty labours performed on the island, nor my conscience troubled by any recent case or event. In fact, am bloody alert and empty-headed plus inexplicably elated. With nothing in mind, no motivation at all, i move towards the lounge area and experience such ease and lightness that i thought i was dreaming or sleepwalking across. Fortunately, dreams don't interest me; that this should be real is a richer posibility and am entirely myself, am certain of it, and i know that sleep was behind me; to know the diffirence between it and waking, to know the boundaries, is the essence of sanity.
...the lounge area is large and uncluttered, as i walked across it with almost comic facility, the propect of the experience ending kind of saddens me briefly, then that thought was gone. I have actually stepped down the longhouse stairways to the beach front where i would normally be most of the time, feeling my skin tightens as the cold early morning air pours in around me, now with only a sarung which i must have automatically caught hold before leaving the bed room.
...i looked above me but don't immediately understand what am seeing, though i think i do. In the first moment, in my eagerness and curiosity, i assumes proportions on a planetary scale; it's a meteor burning out in the sky above, traversing left to right, low on the eastern horizon, though well clear of the island hilly slope.
...But surely meteors have a darting, needle like quality. Expecting to see them in a flash before their heat consumes them. But this was moving slowly, majestically even kind of. In that very instant, i revised my perpective outward to the scale of the solar system; this object is not thousands but millions of miles distance, far out in space swinging in timeless orbit around and across the universe. Eerrmmmm !!!! it's a comet, tinged with yellow, with its familiar bright core trailing its fiery envelope.
...am indeed thrilled by the sight before the comet disappeared across the morning sky but its too extraordinary not to share !.
...i walked along the beach front to the jetty and back with Jane ensuring the craps are not blocking my way, before the first sunlight hits the eastern horizon on Kapas Island with me alone on the island but reborn to a new day.